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Love by ennailaughter, literature

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Love

This blip in eternity where atoms combined In such a beautiful way as to make you and I Two souls fitting seamlessly Finding one another amongst the chaos Foliage flourishing within the weeds Growing entwined with you is simply bliss to me So in this life, and whatever comes next I will follow the magnetic pull That leads me always back to you For I would swim through the sea If there was a chance to see you standing on the shore In a world where you are a flower I am the bee sleeping peacefully Nestled neatly in your petals When your atoms become sunshine I will be the gentle summer breeze Wherever you are found There is where my path will always lead For you are my joy My love My peace

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Sunrise Kisses by ennailaughter, literature

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Sunrise Kisses

Early morning light Dripping softly through Sun soaked curtains Whispered sweetness through Softly locked lips A passionate kiss Full of reds, pinks And the light touch Of a pale blue As the birds sing Songs of love Soaring souls seek to find it Warmth bleeds Through the windows Embracing the room And surrounded by beauty I lay here next to you Whispering softly with tired eyes You'll always be my favorite sunrise

Tripping by ennailaughter, literature

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Tripping

Looking through shattered eyes Life's just a little left of what is right I can't really tell the difference And I don't care to try Words fall from my lips Fall from my head Every part of me feels a little like lead Inhale fire, start it over An eternal trip, it's never over Constant until the end Everything's off center Off balance, I keep on falling down I feel light as a feather Floating high above the ground Words fall from my lips Fall from my head Everything's looking almost normal once again Inhale fire, start it over An endless trip, it's never over When it's all inside your head

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Teenagers by ennailaughter, literature

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Teenagers

Reckless and free Waves tossing in the sea No cares on the surface But there's a treasure chest Beneath Our eyes may see violence And our hands may perform it We scream in protest Scream for silence Acceptance is the key Laughter Deceit Fear of defeat All little raindrops Contribute to the ocean Of raging hormones and Unkempt emotions We guard our secrets Faithfully For treasure is likely To be stolen We may be uncontrollable Seemingly insane Incapable of doing what we're told But underneath the crazy The rage, tears, the agony Lies a treasure For beneath all this trash Lies a heart of purest gold

I Found God by ennailaughter, literature

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I Found God

I was searching for God one day So I went To church Sat in the pew Sang songs like they do Every Sunday I looked for God in the faces Of the people around me And listened to the preacher He spoke About God's love How the church shows God's love I heard the words But saw nothing Their faces held the Same things as mine did The same pain lay inside Our eyes And I saw no evidence Of this idea of a God That they so idolized The words they spoke As I walked out the door were like Bolts to keep me away "Who brought that girl here?" "She doesn't belong in the house of the Lord" I was searching for God one day So I sat and talked to a poor ma

Desperate for love by ennailaughter, literature

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Desperate for love

She's got a porcelain heart Locked inside her chest Under a skin tight dress Designed to draw your eyes So you don't see the pain That lies inside her own She'll throw herself at you Because this girl is so broken She doesn't think she's worth Any effort. So torn apart That she's looking for love Wherever she can find it Because She's compartmentalizing The drawers in her mind Have pain locked inside Collections of teardrops From lonesome nights of crying Comforted by measuring tape and razorblades She's a girl full of fear With eyes full of tears Scars on her arms Pain in her heart But all you see is her body And the smile that says "

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Love by ennailaughter, literature

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Love

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Sunrise Kisses by ennailaughter, literature

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Sunrise Kisses

Tripping by ennailaughter, literature

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Tripping

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I want to be... by ennailaughter, literature

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I want to be...

I want to be what they think about When they're upset To calm their mind And remind them of Happier times What they think about When nothing else Can help I want to be the world To just one person Not everyone Only one I want to be the thing That keeps them up at night And helps them smile In the face of pain Second to no material thing Loved most of all I want to be their one Held high in their eyes Not hurt, not second To their pride, Or mere possessions, I want to be their love

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Tripping by ennailaughter, literature

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Tripping

Dark Magical Girl Redraw Contest!! by 4ever-Magical-Girls, journal

Dark Magical Girl Redraw Contest!!

Mar 27, 2017

Hellooo our beauties!! We're terribly sorry for the long delay in activity but we have a new contest for everyone to participate!!~ :heart: :heart: :star: Theme :star: Magical girls have almost always been considered cute and bright, until recent years! So what we want you to do is draw your most creative redraw of fluffy, bright magical girls in a dark settings! Change hair, outfit, colour scheme, anything you want ! Make her strong and make her dark af :giggle: Try to stick to magical girl animes which do NOT have a dark setting existing (EX; Puella Magi, Day Break Illusion, Uta Kata, etc) OC's not included sorry!! :star: Rules :star:

Desperate for love by ennailaughter, literature

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Desperate for love

Writing Prompt by Live-Love-Write, journal

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Nov 22, 2015

Hello! :bulletred: Featuring those who submitted to the previous writing prompt from Live-Love-Write (https://www.deviantart.com/live-love-write), here are the participants for this week, listed in reverse order of submission, along with information on the newest prompt. Please remember to fave this journal to help support your work and the prompt! :bulletblack: To submit to the writing prompt, please remember to put "for the Live-Love-Write (https://www.deviantart.com/live-love-write) writing prompt" in your artist's comments and submit to the Writing Prompt gallery for your feature every week. Entries without this info will be denied. To submit to a past prompt, send us a note with a link to the entry and the prompt

it's okay to not be okay by Tangled-Tales, literature

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it's okay to not be okay

sometimes it’s okay to sit on the floor of the bathroom stall and let your feelings gather- it’s okay to let them pool like a lachrymose lagoon as the inside of your stomach does summersaults; I know these emotions can’t be tenderly released, they’re not soft waves kissing the expecting shore, let them pour out of you like tidal waves- release the tsunami from within you and I know sometimes the tears will sodden your pillowcase, they’ll be juggernauts- those brackish beads cathartically-cartwheeling down your flushed cheeks; but remember how even the clouds may cry tempestuously today, only to make room for m

Satan's Lullaby by ennailaughter, literature

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Satan's Lullaby

Come child sleep Sleep easy Welcome the darkness Let it devour your heart You are always alone Love is a lie You are destined to die Alone At the foot of my throne Poor child sleep Sleep easy The darkness will feast Feast on your broken heart Lies are the only way Hold on to the darkness Because you’re alone Love is a lie You are destined to die Alone At the foot of my throne Deep, deep sleep You are mine I devoured your heart You are always alone I fed you lies Now you have died Alone Groveling at the foot of my throne You are mine

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Winter landscape

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Oct 20, 1998
United States
Deviant for 11 years
www.iwishihadawebsite.com
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Hi everybody! I am an artist, and poet ^^ Definitely not a professional yet, but I aspire to be one someday

In my poems I don't usually put the interpretation in the description because I want the reader to interpret it themselves.

I am also on instagram at elannialake

but that is mainly for my modeling career. Would love the followers though!

Favourite Movies

The Nightmare Before Christmas

Favourite TV Shows

invader zim, adventure time, regular show, death note

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

the used, nothing more, my chemical romance, the gorillaz, greenday, black veil brides, and Led Zeppelin, Disturbed, and oh so many more

Favourite Books

the fault in our stars, the lord of the flies,The Pit and the Pendulum

Favourite Writers

John Green, and Edgar Allan Poe

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