All I needYou carry a piece of my heartIn your pocketAnd I never feel quite rightWithout itWhen you're not aroundI feel so incompleteYou take my breath awayEvery time I see your faceAnd my heart rises into my throatEvery time you say you love meIn your arms I'm completeAnd at peaceThe only time I can relaxIs when you are beside meSo baby hold me pleaseBecause you're all I needYou take my breath awayEvery time I see your faceAnd my heart rises into my throatEvery time you say you love meI want you to be the one to takeMy breath away foreverI can't think of a person in the worldWho is better for me than you
HealingIt doesn't matter that I'm brokenEven if I'm torn apartI can be built up againThere's always a way to mendA broken heartEven though I've been hurtI can get betterHitting rock bottomMeans you can only go higherLight is foundIn utter darknessLife is foundWhen surrounded by deathIt doesn't matter that I'm brokenEven if I'm torn apartI can be built up againThere's always a way to mendA broken heartIn the midst of the painI can find healingIn the midst of the hateI will find a way to loveTruth is foundIn the middle of the liesLove is foundWhen hate is pressing all aroundIt doesn't matter that I'm brokenI can find lightEven if I'm torn apartI will find healingLove will heal this broken heart
The WaterfallI see you standing insideA constant, raging waterfallOf stress and anxietyDon't they understandYou're just one man?So much weight uponYour weary shouldersI wish I could help moreI wish I could make it vanishBut I can'tIt breaks my heart to seeYou being crushedBy this waterfall they pour outBut I love you too muchTo look the other waySo I'll constantly remind youThat you're my one and only loveAnd until you can move out of the waterfallI'll stand in it with youAnd we can kiss away our pain
DisapprovalDisapproving silenceGlances filled with hateLooking at me down their noseAs though I should be ashamedSo I changeWhispered disapprovalBehind my back they hateSilence when I turn aroundAs though I couldn't hear the blameSo I changeObvious disapprovalNo attempt to hide the hateFreak is what they call meIn my face they spit the nameSo I changeNow they ask me whyWhy I won't just be myselfAs though they didn't cause thisBy making life hellThat is why I changedDon't you dare tell meTo be genuinely meIf you couldn't accept who I wasWhen I was truly freeBefore I changed
To All ThoseTo all those who saidI wouldn't amount to muchI'm going to collegeWhile you sit in the gutterTo all those who saidI wouldn't find loveI have a boyfriendWho loves me more than the worldTo all those who saidI should just dieI am still aliveAnd am stronger than youTo all those who hurt meI am sorry someone hurt youSo much that you decidedTo hurt others even more
No Longer AloneI look at the pastAt the broken roadI once called homeFull of painFull of fearLying all aloneShedding tearsBloodstained filthSurrounded meChoking when I tried to breatheScreaming bloody murderBound in chainsAll aloneI could not escapeWhen suddenlyThe darkness dissipatedAnd I found myself surroundedBy a warm glowHe drove away the darknessNo longer aloneHe loved me, though I was heartlessHe saw throughTo who I truly wasAnd pulled me upOut of the fearOut of the shameNow I have no needFor this pain
I LiveIt feels as if IHave been watching my lifeFrom the outsideWatching this strangerSink into depressionBecome blinded by rageThen put on a faceShe was brokenNo one knew itThey all thought sheWas doing fineBut she was full of liesThis child full of painThought no one could love herShe didn't even love herselfShe had made lifeHer personal hellAnd refused to find helpAll this time I cried for herShe had relationshipsAll were brokenAnd only hurt her worseSo she tried to stopBut the pain only increasedThen, she found someoneHe seemed to truly careShe and I were both unsureFor all past experienceSaid to push him awayBut this oneRefused to leaveShe let him inThen fell in loveBut it was different this timeBecause he loved her backShe finally found mutual loveIn this moment I fellFrom my spectators seat in the skyThe first time they kissedI felt like this was actually my lifeInstead of the life of a strangerAnd now I live
I love youI love you so muchAnd I feel like I don'tSay it enoughBut every time I tryI get flusteredAnd hopelessly tongue-tiedRomantic things seemTo come so easily to youBut I'm not used to thisAll the sweetnessWithout stringsIt's so new to meI'm so lucky to have youEvery time I think about itIt amazes me that your mineThat you put up with meIn all my crazinessAnd I will never let you go
The ValleyWe go over the moonUp into the mountaintopsAnd we fall down the chasmsGet scarred by the rocksWe've been all over the placeBut we always seem to returnWe end up back in the valleyBack where we beganWe leave and leave againBut we always returnTo our homeOur hearts break once moreBoxes litter the floorShould be used to this nowBut we're notShouldn't be cryingShould be numb by nowWe're out of the valley againNew places, new faces, new plansWe should know these plansNever work out, always burn outStill we find ourselvesReturning once moreWe end up back in the valleyBack where we beganWe leave and leave againBut we always returnTo our homeNow we're here once againA new homeNew friends, I don't knowHow to copeBut at least we're in the valleyAt least we're home
Demonic FantasyI feel suffocated.Traped within these walls.Everyday is a waiting game.To watch your empire fall.A few more years of all this torment.A few more years till no more lies.I stare you straight in the eye.Watching the guilt, rise up to the sky.You bastard, You hate me.I feel suffocated.Traped within these walls.Everyday is a waiting game.To watch your empire fall.I do not need your pity.I sure hell don't need your help.You think you control my life.Forcing your hate down my throat.To make me speak the words you want.Will never be forgiven, will never be forgotten.The blood is on your hands now, and your holding the blade.I feel suffocated.Traped within these walls.Everyday is a waiting game.To watch your empire fall.The evil within you, has finally consumed you.Watching you turn, with a wicked smirk.Still holding that blade i see.You demon.
Eyeless JackHello, my name is Eyeless Jack. I believe I missed your name.Oh, you don't want me to hurt you? Well, isn't that a shame.You see dear, I'm a cannibal, and you'll be my next feast.But don't worry, I won't eat all of you. Just your kidneys at the least.I'll cut you open with my scalpel and expose the sumptuous organs.If you're lucky, I'll only take one, and you might see the light of day again.Hush now. Stop your crying. Screaming only makes it hurt more.Continue like this and I promise you you'll be found dead on the floor.But should you live, make sure that you remember the blue mask with no eyes,For those who think they can forget are the morsels who always die.
Broken PromisesPromises mean littleTo those who so often break them.Tell me, what is trust?
AloneWalking silently through the woods at night.Far too numb to be filled with fright.The world is dead and I'm alone.There's no mercy left I can be shown.The earth is bathed in blood and fire,Trapped inside cities wrapped in barbed wire.I wish to join them in their death.I long to take my final breath.Instead, I'm left to live on with my pain.For years, there'll be no solace to gain.I wish I didn't have to be usedAs the object of this abuse.Why was I chosen to shepherd this fate,To destroy all the sin and destroy all the hate?They used me to summon an army of demonsTo destroy the earth with all of its legions.But they spared me and left me to thirstFor human contact, a way of life I deem worse.I wish they would come back and kill meSo my soul could be set free.But for now, I wander this planet of fire,Death being my only one desire.
Keep FightingYou're way too young to be broken.You're way too young to have a broken heart.You're way too young to be hurting.Can't believe you're torn apart.But don't give up yet.I know you want to give up on life,But I promise youYou won't always live in strife.Keep on fightingWith your head held high.You may be beaten and bruisedBut it isn't a lieWhen I say you'll make it through.One day you'll seeThat death and despairIs not what's meant to be.Just hold on, my dear.I know that you're on the brink,But they only want to hurt you with lies.You're worth so much more than you think.I'm not the one who wants to hurt you.I want to help you make it through.Get ahold of yourself.You may think you hate yourself,But don't be a pessimist.I swear you're worth so much more than this.I know it must seem frightening,But don't worry about a thing.I'm there for you.You'll make it through.I know there's some days where you don't know what you'll do,But trust me, I've been there too.
Imperfectly PerfectClose your eyes and go to sleep.Forget about when they made you cry.Don't worry about the past.Tomorrow will be all right.Just take a breath and smile.Everything will turn out fine.I know you think the world is endingAnd all you want is to curl up in the corner,Sobbing and cutting, letting your life fade,But hard times will passIf you just keep holding on.Keep fighting.You don't have to be perfectTo be perfectly yourself.You don't exist to please others.Build your own empire.It's harder for people to hurt youWhen you don't play by their rules.They can't crush youWhen you build yourself up with different materials.IIt's ok to be someone else's nothingIf you can be your own everything.
NumbI'm not quite gone.I'm still holding on.I'm hanging by a noose around my neck,But I'm still breathing, not dead yet.I'm swinging in the wind, sighing.If I said I was happy, I'd be lying.I'm only hanging, wishing I could feel,Wishing I could make this life seem real.Instead I'm numb, no innocence,Wondering when life will make sense.I sit and stare and the scars on my arm,No longer wanting to cause myself harm.And yet, I still wouldn't care if I diedBecause though I'm not dead, I still don't feel alive.I lay upon the floor and sigh,Letting tears fall as I silently cry.I almost miss the pain since at least it was real.All I want is to be able to feel.