Suffocation

I'm trying to breathe
In the air
Out the smoke releases
Death that never ceases
This pleasure hardly pleases
Please
I'm simply looking for
Joy, wherever I can find it

Because laughter comes in liquid form
It's falling from the shelf
Stumbling, fumbling
Wandering shadows in the mind

Insanity
All this vanity
Simply for a smile
Moments of happiness
But in pain all the while