literature

Conflicted

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Literature Text

I once balanced between
Life and death
I gasped for breath
Yet never breathed deeply
Never chose completely

I held what I knew in one hand
And with the other
Clung desperately to nothing
I covered pain with laughter

My heart was always torn in two
When I preached disbelief

Half my heart was chained to rules
Religion
Constricting regulations
And the other half
Was free

No longer will I allow myself
To be ripped apart inside
I've made my choice
And I'm not lying
Anymore
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Amabilior's avatar
I get this feeling a lot, half of me wants to do what others want me to do, and the other half just wants to do something different.
This is the first poem I've read in a long time (its been like, 4 months o.o)