Help Me Get Better

I want to tell you everything
But something's in the way
Myself
I don't believe in me
There's always some doubt
And I'm hiding
Behind it
This wall of insecurity
It obscures my vision
My perception of the world
So I think everyone is evil
Out to get me
Out to hurt me
Even though I know you aren't
That barrier can't just fall
Not in a moment
It takes time
So please understand that I'm trying
So hard to get better
To stop doubting, stop hurting
But it's just not easy
So it will take time
Please help me
To believe that I can be better
That I don't have to stay this way
I hate being this way
So please
Help me change.